Travel

So I couldn't sleep very well last night. It was just not working for me because I had stayed up late the previous two nights. Anyways, as I was trying to fall asleep I got this sudden urge to pack my backpackers backpack. I didn't know where I wanted to go, but I wanted to go somewhere overseas. I still want to go somewhere. I want to go to Europe at the moment actually. I haven't been able to get it out of my head these last few days. I want to backpack through Europe. I think that will probably be the next big trip I go on. Yet, I know I am supposed to be here at home right now. I want to be here right now. I am enjoying my time here at home, growing close with the lord and learning how to depend on him and be patient. Yet, a part of my heart is growing in its fondness for Europe. I really don't know that much about it, I just crave the adventure it will bring. Don’t get me wrong, I think its a healthy craving, as long as I continue to give it to God so that I don't run wild with it and distort it and ruin it by trying to make it my own.