Wow, its been a long time since i have made a post. I guess i have been processing thoughts else where. But today, I felt the need to log on and try and uncoil the mixture of thoughts in my head.

I have been noticing a shift in my heart the last few days. I realized last night that I love that God has been showing up at the meetings at Sanctuary, but I didn't really care about the theatrics as much as usual. Usually I think its exciting and fun and... well cool to see God move in power and see people fall down. Yes, people can fall down or do a various number of things when the lord comes on them in power. Our bodies are just not use to that kind of power.
Not that I don't long for more of God, on the contrary. Yet, my soul is beginning to cry out for his healing power, and i want it to go beyond our walls.

I have been really thinking on the Lords compassion lately. Beginning to think about the promise of being made whole that the Lord has given us as believers. If you try and picture his face of compassion as we sit here on earth; broken, sick, and diseased, you can't help but begin to realize that the lord has more to offer than the shaking theatrics or prayer. When did Jesus ever say he was not willing to heal in the scriptures? And if he is present in our worship meetings and we can sense his power around us, could the Lords desire really be that we ask that he use his power to heal us, not just emotionally but physically as well?

So I sit here, with what i would like to call a healthy discontent. An aching and a yearning for more of God. More of God in healings, that those who doubt his goodness might know it. That the unsaved would now believe.